Not of My Making: Bullying, Scapegoating and Misconduct in Churches By Margaret W. Jones, Ph.D.
Dr. Jones has written an intensely personal - yet I suspect quite universal - memoir of her experiences with bullying and peer pressure. Robbed of her childhood voice by abusive, neglectful parents, she was easy prey for neighborhood bullies, and grown-up pedophiles, as well.
Later, even as an adult and practicing psychologist, she found herself again victimized by her fellow congregants - and ministers! - at not just one, but three churches. When the peers in these cases couldn't coerce Jones to apply her "rubber stamp" to their status quo, their keeping up of appearances, they sought to deny her voice through systematically blacklisting - literally shunning, which one might have thought died in the 19th century, or only lived on in primitive societies - in order to marginalize and block her from worship at another church. Bullies grow up and change tactics, but they remain bullies. These events threatened Jones' hard won mental health when they triggered the old childhood trauma, the feelings of isolation, of not being good enough.
This is not a scholarly treatise on human behavior, as one might expect from a Ph.D., but a well-written chronicle of events that pulls us in and compels us to turn the pages. Scenes are depicted, characters are located, and the action propels the reader through the aptly titled chapters. Readers will be challenged, when the scene changes to the morning of September 11, 2001 and Jones learns of the attacks - told mostly in dialog - not to have an emotional flashback to their own September 11 morning. In following the story we know it's coming, but it ambushes us anyway.
Here is a courageous story, told well. It's the account of a woman who refused to be silenced. It's that one woman's story, but I believe she speaks for countless others.
(Locate this book by telephoning 781.341.0994, e-mailing pluckpress@verizon.net, or on amazon.com.)
Later, even as an adult and practicing psychologist, she found herself again victimized by her fellow congregants - and ministers! - at not just one, but three churches. When the peers in these cases couldn't coerce Jones to apply her "rubber stamp" to their status quo, their keeping up of appearances, they sought to deny her voice through systematically blacklisting - literally shunning, which one might have thought died in the 19th century, or only lived on in primitive societies - in order to marginalize and block her from worship at another church. Bullies grow up and change tactics, but they remain bullies. These events threatened Jones' hard won mental health when they triggered the old childhood trauma, the feelings of isolation, of not being good enough.
This is not a scholarly treatise on human behavior, as one might expect from a Ph.D., but a well-written chronicle of events that pulls us in and compels us to turn the pages. Scenes are depicted, characters are located, and the action propels the reader through the aptly titled chapters. Readers will be challenged, when the scene changes to the morning of September 11, 2001 and Jones learns of the attacks - told mostly in dialog - not to have an emotional flashback to their own September 11 morning. In following the story we know it's coming, but it ambushes us anyway.
Here is a courageous story, told well. It's the account of a woman who refused to be silenced. It's that one woman's story, but I believe she speaks for countless others.
(Locate this book by telephoning 781.341.0994, e-mailing pluckpress@verizon.net, or on amazon.com.)
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